Back to where i left of,, life carryed on from day to day my hubbie loved to draw and was bloody good , we didnt have much money but thats life , in the b&b we was staying at we had a room at the front the landlady was a right old busy body lol, after we had been there a while another couple moved in , they seemed odd she was very quite and the man used to go out for walks very late at night , over the weeks we became friends with them ...
i found myself falling for the man that had moved in i was still young and while my hubbie was busy drawing i felt left out, how funny how the young mind works ,,
then one day he asked me to leave with him i thought the grass would be greener on the other side ,, how wrong could i be ,,,
i packed mine and my sons stuff and left without telling my hubbie , went back to dads with this new man who i didnt really know much about at all ,,,,,
hubbie came looking for me i told him it was over ,,,,,,,,
I me and my son started our new life with a new man in our lives a few weeks after i left i found out i was carrying my hubbies baby , what to do,,, my new man was not happy , the choese was taken out of my hands i lost the baby i felt very alone and thought thats what u get for hurting ur hubbie ,,,,,,,,,
me and my new man found our own place to live we had the most awfully rows ,what had i done ,,
After being with him for a few months he started going out at night and not coming in till late he had been drinking and i could always smell perfume on him and i started checking his pockets i would always find phone numbers but was to scared to ring them i was young and stupid but i knew what was going on , as the months went by i started to go into a shell shy quite no friends and very alone i then became pregnant ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
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